Every child fears the monster under the bed, in the closet or in the darkest corner of the room. For many children that monster doesn’t turn into a reality, but for Aaron Fisher and at least nine other boys, it did.
Fisher first met then-renowned Pennsylvania State University football coach Jerry Sandusky at the Second Mile summer camp on Penn State’s campus. Fisher looked up to Sandusky as a larger-than-life figure, a legend in college football.
To the boys who attended his camp, he was nice and extremely generous. To young Fisher, he was amazing.
A steady progression
It wasn’t until Fisher’s second summer at Second Mile camp that he noticed Sandusky taking a special interest in him. Presents, day trips, long car rides, swimming parties and eventually sleepovers at the Sandusky home were a regular occurrence. They are all textbook grooming practices for a child predator, according to psychologist Michael Gillum, with whom Fisher eventually shared his story.
Looking back now, Fisher admits the signs were clear, but as a young 11-year-old, the funny feelings he got when Sandusky would place his hand on his thigh during a car ride, or inappropriate touches while roughhousing in the pool were nothing he wanted to talk to anyone else about.
He convinced himself the confusion was just in his head and no one would understand.
Eventually Fisher would regularly go to Sandusky’s house to play games in his massive basement and spend the night. The abuse became more physical, starting with Sandusky laying in bed with Fisher, often on top of him, and touching and kissing him.
“It got worse from there,” Fisher said in the book “Silent No More: Victim 1’s Fight for Justice Against Jerry Sandusky,” which Gillum and he wrote in 2012.
Fisher’s admiration for Sandusky turned to fear. By the time he turned 14, Fisher was ready to talk.
November marked 10 years since Sandusky’s arrest, but it has been more than 14 years since Fisher first spoke up.
‘A part taken from me’
Fisher first came forward to his school teachers.
“They didn’t come right out and say ‘We don’t believe you’, but it was implied,” Fisher told On the PULSE in November. “It didn’t go how we were always taught that it was gonna go… it took a lot longer than I had originally thought it was going to.”
“Jerry has a heart of gold,” they told him.
After little success with the school district, Fisher’s mother took him to Gillum, who worked as a psychologist with Children and Youth Services.
During their first meeting, Gillum said he knew Fisher was telling the truth. He reported it to the police, but even with Gillum’s recommendation, it took four years before charges were filed against Sandusky.
“Typically young people are not comfortable in these situations, but they are too afraid to object to it,” Gillum told On the PULSE. “First of all, this person is much larger and stronger than they are and, second of all, they realize that a lot of people … would likely not believe them, which is exactly what happened to Aaron Fisher.”
During the trial, Fisher was referred to as Victim 1 because he was the first to come forward. It was only after he came forward...
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